feeling weird lately + tumblr blog!! 1/7/26

hai 👀 firstly ima say ive been feeling Really weird lately??? like , if i had to describe it id say passively sad. i dont have much to be sad about , nothing that i get this weird about usually atleast .. its Really confusing . ALSO ! with this new issue , ive made a new blog ! On tumblar!!!! GORLANA! i think some of the posts r stupid and lazy buuut it helps anywayy . Go follow me .. im awesum .. and professional over there

maybe new page ... 11/25/25

Ok so i might. come back here JUST to post lyric interpretations . cus i love doing those and i COULD do it on google docs but itd look weird ... and not turn out how i want it . im thinking about doing wait until i get my hands on you - the paper chase cus i really like their music and thats one of my favorites right noww ...

new shrine maybe.. 11/10/25

OK SO. i got into sonic.exe (specifically rewrite but shhh) and i . dont want to replay 8:11 honestly, so. i might just make a sonic.exe shrine!! itd have multiple shrines in one based off different exes, maybe it wouldnt be ONLY sonic exes but just sonic varients in general but itll probably be mostly sonic.exe since i love sonix.exe a lott... i love rosy/malware shes so cutiee. im probably gonna replace the 8:11 shrine with exes, soo ya. i might also retheme my entire website to exes but im not sure yet

FUCK. 11/5/25

soo. my therapist quit on my ass, i think this is liek, the fifth time a therapist quit on me after less than a year. and like, Sure, it SUCKS, but it EXTRA SUCKS because i was gonna ask if star (old therapist) could help me start hrt!!! And she quit!!! And now, i dont know if my new therapist is gonna support all that stuff like star did, i dont even kno if my therapist is gonna be a girl!!!!! i really wanted help starting hrt because my dysphoria has been getting worse to the point ive been wanting to start hurting myself again so i could look more masc cus thats what i use to do. :-( i dont want to start doing what i did back then again but i dont really see another choice to help with my dysphoria so?? idek atp. like, yea, i could cut my hair or something but i dont want to fuck up my hair. plus, i doubt my parents would let me have my hair short like a guys sooo. yea. im fucked there. im starting to think its something wrong with me that makes my therapists quit, i guess its unlikely but these people have had years of being therapists where they dont quit, but every single one quits within a year of having me. #NOTICING. it probably isnt me but a part of me thinks it is, like, am i that bad? does this mean im un-fixable? am i fucked forever? i guess only time will tell but i dont wanna wait for it. i just want somebody to stay

shrines update 11/4/25

ok so. Deleting the chocolate shrine . i love chocolate to death but i really cant think of anything to put there for their stuff, plus i dont know what to do for the layout at ALL... so i made a boxten shrine instead.. i think its cute, could use some work but its pretty good considering i made it in 2 days as a beginner.

sevenstea ... Waaahhhh 10/31/25

Guys . theres like 630 (if i remember correctly) words in tha sevenstea shrine ... Guys do u think i like seven at all idk guys . i think i hate her /sarc ... anyway im so sad the myth is ending (hopefully the hunters dont see this cus they dont kno yettt) :-( its so sad to see characters i loved so much (Cough cough. seven dancing chocolate and freak cough COUgh) just have their series be done .. . i guess its for tha best, but it still hurts to see all their progress gone . i was apart of the myth and i loved them all very dearly, i very obviously have favorites but i loved every character so much !!! The team (maybe not all of them, but some) will be doing a new myth luckily but . it still kinda sucks to see it all go away after months of progress, almost a year even if im correct .. ... i just hope our next myth goes better, i think im planned to be one of the like. directors/people of power in the myth, like that decide on what to do so that sounds fun , but i dont think its confirmed . .. i think we were deciding based on whos most active and well. I am very active soooo ... Anyyywaaayyy i should stop yapping and work on the rest of the website . i still need to redo chocolates shrine cus its honestly straight up ass ... Bai guyz

blog test , 10/28/25 .

hello , this is my first blog post . this is a test . not much else to say , heres an image so i can test the scroll and everything . blurred text example , these usually contain potentially triggering content .